Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas

well it is 1:53am, officially Christmas.
I can't sleep and it is too late to take an ambien ( I have to be up at 8)
I am on the couch and I miss my cats.
I am sad and depressed. The man formally known as, was supposed to be here with me for Christmas......
As I have said before just because I am upset and miss him terribly, it does not mean I want him back.
I know I deserve more,I deserve better, I want 100 %. But damn, this just really basically SUCKS !!!!!!

I better get my Wii fit for Christmas, I need to lose about 20 lbs

4 comments:

Single Women and The Adventures of Dating said...

i got the Wii Fit Wheeeeee
and a voodoo doll from my sister...... heeheeehhhh

Andrea said...

Stay strong!! I'm in a similar situation and it sucks not hearing from him. No Merry Christmas...nothing. 2009 is going to be a better year damn it!!

Cute But Clueless said...

I know how much it much suck, hon. Hope you got your Wii Fit!

Brown Eyed Girl said...

Boys stink! I had really hoped I would have one this holiday season! Oh well, maybe 2009!