Saturday, January 10, 2009

Snap.....

Wow, Just when you think your heart can't break anymore, your hear that final "snap" and realized it has officially broken in two. But at least now it is numb.... it is done. My heart is no longer his to break. But damn, job well done.

I keep thinking of two song lyrics, one by OAR " How many times can I break til I shatter", and the Goo Goo Dolls " Scars are souviners you never lose"

B.E.G. and I really did the "math" tonight. We realized that the weekend he "accidentally got engaged to his ex gf" He slept with me on Sat., her on Sunday, and the ex on Tues.................
busy MF wasn't he !!!!!!

But the friendship B.E.G. and I got out of this nightmare is truely the blessing you should always hope for.

2 comments:

Cute But Clueless said...

Wow...at least BEG was the silver lining in that ugly black cloud. That's why I asked you tonight why the hell won't he just leave you alone now that it's done? Lying cheating SOBs, indeed.

Shivering in Chicago said...

I know exactly why he won't leave you alone - because even with all that has happened, he is hoping that you and / or B.E.G. will be up for the occasional booty call in the future! Not that he didn't care about you, but that is how most men think...sad, but true.